E flies out on July 4th, so we got together for dinner and drinks. Seeing him is bittersweet. Being around him still makes me laugh, but knowing that heís leaving makes me sad.
Iíve realized that if I keep seeing E, Iíll continue to feel unsettled, as if Iím in limbo and not moving forward with my life. Itís not helping my heart, so itís time to let go.
Iíve never been good at goodbyes, but Iíve learned that I canít open a new door until Iíve closed an old one. And every ending is really just a new beginningóso hereís to a fresh start.